Why are white man intimidated by black women so mch so hat they can ask them out?

we have the enigma that we are ghetto loud and will shot a person down but know a days i see these attributes in white females being loud and annoying and to be honest im not dumb i know when guys check me out like they want to eat me but say nothing me and my sis get it every day im not conceited but if u like what you see com Talk to me i don't bite and when i say this that Go s for every ethnicity' too im attracted to just about any guy i see who's cute to me my parent don't care it not like my dad gonna kill ya if u ask me out i mean im a girl do i have to make the first move id rather not i mean if they fear rejection think about me ill take it ten times worst ill think its personal and think i have some kind of defect are u ashamed of me is because im "black" when i not really even black i mean Haitian creole and indian hispanic native american european descent i mean i Just don't get it i think i may bust a vessel in my head god but that life i suppose maybe it'll be better when im out of high school